Dad Was In Town!

Dad is someone we really love, someone that we idolize, someone we respect, someone we need when we're down, someone who give his everything to give us a better future, someone who really important in our life.

We know we love them and we need when we feel sad and we cry when we have to leave them. Actually it really hurts. Saying goodbye to dad (or mom) really makes me down. It makes me think if I'm gonna be okay to stay alone or can I make it here alone. It freaked me out.

Since THAT day, I haven't meet my dad. Mom was with me to give me warm hugs and she made me believe in myself again and I thank God for that. However, life was so stress up, down, dark and blurry. It took me at least a week to stop crying.

When dad came down, I felt much better cause all this while I felt so guilty. I might give him trouble, I caused him sleeping late at night worrying about me. Sigh! I'm just too bad right? But then, he didn't say about all the troubles. All he did was giving me support so I can stand up and focus on the next exam.

The weekend was wonderful. I was with my dad and I wished mom was here too. Sadly, she's at home :( Okay, maybe papa should spend more time with me than golfing. LOL! Luckily, he brought Ikmal with him to accompany me. heeeee.

*Papa.. smile la sikit macam ni :))*

I really thankful for having them as my parents. They never get bored giving me support and they always trust me. I really owe them a big time. Thank you mama and papa. I love you very much till the end.

Oh, now I miss home.. I wanna go home!

Pssst: I took this from FB , "Every girl may not be a queen to her boyfriend/husband but she'll always be a princess to her DAD. This is why they say a girl's dad will remain 'THE MAN' in her life forever".

Too Much Questions Yet To Be Answered

"If someone can't accept you for whoever you are, why do you need that someone?"

"What is the point of being together when one of them don't give any commitment? For the sake of the status?"

"Why do you let people hurt you when you know you can make yourself happy?"

"Why are you still in the relationship when you're sleeping around with others?"

"How can you tell someone you love them but you actually don't?"

"Why do you have to call someone bad when you made them bad?"

Noone being in vain. just wondering.

Sagoo

The best thing about being in Bandung is FOOD. Ok. Not that I never complain anything about food, screaming for real food *real food means home food. me just being crazy* Somehow when I'm back in Malaysia, I always wish I'm in Bandung having my fav ayam bakar, ikan gurame, nasi padang, indomie keju..

If you said you hate the food here. Oh wait, let me check your weight. If your weight is increasing within four years staying in Bandung, then you're just a big fat liar! But still I know few people getting skinnier when they're here. poor them. They should try to enjoy food. Don't let the thought stop you from eating. Obviously when you be at the other side of the world, your food won't be the same as what you're having at home. LOL!

Last Friday I went to Sagoo with few friends for dinner. There are 3 Sagoo shops that I knew. One is in PVJ, the other is at Jl. Riau, which is the main shop and the other one is in Rumah Mode. We went to the one at Jl. Riau because the girls said it tastes better than in PVJ.

Sagoo is popular with its bihun/mie djawa which I can say it tastes like bihun/mie soup. But it nice tho especially when you eat with chillies. However, I didn't order that for my dinner. I had kuetiaw siam. One thing I like about Sagoo is the drinks they served. They have iced milo and milo dinosaurs (milo tabur at mamak). So, we don't have to wait to go home just for milo tabur right?

The kaya toast is damn delicious. More delicious than in Old Town White Coffee. We asked the waiter if they're selling the toast or not. Sadly they don't :( Then we asked again where we can get the same toast if we want to do it at home? He said they bake it at the owner's house. Okay. No wonder it damn nice.

*do you notice the kaya toast on the table?*

The dinner was fun. It started with camwhoring, eating, and gossips. It ends with Karaoke at Minimax, Dago Plaza. However, it's not all about having fun, it's about to cheer a broken hearted. Oh. not mine! We had fun, she had fun and we're happy that she had fun. That's what friends are for, right?

*the girls looking at their future, ok no!*

Pssst: I had first class with Ibu Irda. I thought I studied much, but there are things that I still need to learn. Sigh! And and please pray that the ERP will settle by Wednesday or Thursday morning *ERP is not exit reentry permit ok?*

Pasar Seni ITB

Long overdue post. haha. I'm very lazy to update.

Pasar Seni ITB is one of the biggest art event in Indonesia. It held once every 4 year. Actually this is my second time attending Pasar Seni ITB. Most of the art there, were from ITB alumni. Sculpture, paintings, handicrafts bla bla bla.

Despite of having the exhibition, there were booths selling accessories, batik, this and thats. Hand-made I guess.

But Pasar Seni ITB was damn crazy. Thousands of people were there. You can't even walk without people pushing you from the front of back. And the weather was sunny. Guess what? I got sun burn because I went to Pasar Seni! SIGH!

Overall, I think this year's Pasar Seni wasn't as interesting as before which I was disappointed. There were more booth but nothing's there to really see. Like few friends said, more quantity than quality. Hehe. Ok, I'm very sorry. I'm not an art person so I don't really know how to appreciate art. However, there were few things captured my view.

This monster came so close to me. eeerrrriiieeee!

Zaza and I

Bamboo tower. I've no idea why there were on it but I can say some of them are cute. LOL!

White old tree. Let's play hide and seek under it.

Sexy lady. Pheeewwwiiittt!

This wasn't really crazy. Inside ITB was crazy.

I really love thing painting. It is called "Membagi Rasa"

The Traffic in Dago and near ITB wasn't moving due to Pasar Seni ITB 2010. It took me more than half an hour to BIP and more than 1 hour from BIP back to ITB. Crazy!

"I'm tired chasing the shadows"

Sunny & Green

Last Night, Ain invited out for dinner with Zaza and Z. However, Z refused to go. But still none of us decided where to go. Okie. We really where to go out for meals here. Its either cheap and boring or... expensive and we haven't try yet. Not too expensive actually but when we keep spending our money on foods.. we gonna end up broke. Heh!

Ain told us she has voucher for Sunny & Green, which we can get 1 free meal for buying another meal from selected foods. So why not we just use the voucher right? Free meals! Siapa taknak kan.

So we went there. Ain was the first to arrived. I went out quite late cause I had phone calls. Pity her, she had to wait for us.

I ordered spaghetti bolognese

Zaza ordered grilled rice

Ain ordered beef cordon bleu

and our extra food, espagnola beef steak

We got mango pancake for the dessert and it is free :)

Our drink : Tutti fruitti which tasted like fruit punch cordial. hehe

Us

I look like 5 months preg, the father is Mr. Foodies!

Pssst: This stupid sidang is eating my life bit by bit, leaving me so little and its very painful.

Saturday 091010

1. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LELET!!! oh Happy Belated Birthday Lelet! Sorry, I've no present for you this year but I love you very much!

2. I got my new hair cut.

Salon : Roger's Salon, Lounge and Spa

Wash + Cut + Serum : Rp 150000

3. Went to PVJ with Zaza

- watched Wall Street : Money Never Sleeps at Blitzmegaplex

- dinner or late lunch at Katjapiring

my new hair

4. Stopped by at Ciwalk

5. Went karaoke at Minimax Dago Plaza

- 2 hours : Rp 150000 kot! X ingt!

*Your Love is my drug.. I like your beard*

It was a lovely day. I enjoyed myself. I started talking to people again. At least I'm talking to a friend. Thank you Zaza for the day!

Pssst: 1. I should start talking to people again

2. MYOB

Ketulusan Hati

Ketulusan hati by Anuar Zain

I dedicate this song to those I really love in life.

Cintaku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal ingkar
Tak kenal nestapa
Cintaku hanya indah
Hanya bahagia untuk selamanya
Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau biarkan kasihku

Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis
hanya tulusnya hati
mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu

Cintaku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal ingkar
Tak kenal nestapa
Tak ada seribu janji
Hanya bahagia untuk selamanya
Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau benarkan kasihku
Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis hanya tulusnya hati
Mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
Keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu

Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau dengarkan kasihku

Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis hanya tulusnya hati
Mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
Keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu

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