I read a lady's blog and it inspired me to write.
I miss blogging, I miss tweeting but I don't know how to do it. It's like I have no idea at all.
I don't know how the time flies, I don't know what I do to fill it.
It seems like I am somewhere away from here.
I didn't do what I used to do.
I didn't spend my time blogging or tweeting or fb-ing.
I swear I was addicted to them before but I'm not anymore.
I don't talk much to Haddock lately. I blame the time difference and the busy schedule. But somehow I know I just forgot to reply his text.
I don't go out too often.
I don't watch tv.
I can spend hours laying on my bed staring at my silent phone.
It feels like I've change to someone I don't even know.
I don't feel like myself anymore.
I blame the broken heart that change me to what I am today.
But somehow I thank God cause I am surrounded by beautiful people.
That help me to climb up the well to see the sunlight.
Sounds so bad kan?
It's not too bad but I've changed. duhhh...
Right now I'm just enjoying the accompany and cherish every moment with them.
And I know someday they might leave me too.
From now on I swear I would never fall in love again, not until the right time comes with the right person. Hopefully...
