a deep well, the unknown me

I read a lady's blog and it inspired me to write.
I miss blogging, I miss tweeting but I don't know how to do it. It's like I have no idea at all.

I don't know how the time flies, I don't know what I do to fill it.
It seems like I am somewhere away from here.

I didn't do what I used to do.
I didn't spend my time blogging or tweeting or fb-ing.
I swear I was addicted to them before but I'm not anymore.
I don't talk much to Haddock lately. I blame the time difference and the busy schedule. But somehow I know I just forgot to reply his text.
I don't go out too often.
I don't watch tv.
I can spend hours laying on my bed staring at my silent phone.

It feels like I've change to someone I don't even know.
I don't feel like myself anymore.

I blame the broken heart that change me to what I am today.

But somehow I thank God cause I am surrounded by beautiful people.
That help me to climb up the well to see the sunlight.

Sounds so bad kan?
It's not too bad but I've changed. duhhh...

Right now I'm just enjoying the accompany and cherish every moment with them.
And I know someday they might leave me too.

From now on I swear I would never fall in love again, not until the right time comes with the right person. Hopefully...

Haddock

Do you know what Haddock is?

It's a fish.

No. I'm not going to talk about the fish cause I don't really know the fish. I've tasted it but I like salmon more.

Okay. I have a best friend which I named him Haddock.

Why Haddock? it's because I've been obsessing about salmon and he can't stop saying that haddock is tastier than salmon. 

Haddock vs Salmon

So we named ourselves Salmon and Haddock.

I've known haddock for quite long time already. Almost 8 years. But we've lost contact for 2 years because haddock been swimming too far away from the habitat and been drown until one day he came back to the right path. HAHAHAHA.

Since then, we've become good friend. A friend who always be there through my thick and thin. You can't see haddock swimming around me but he always there. He always there when I need big ears, when I need a shoulder to cry on, when I feel alone, when.. when.. when...

Haddock is a type of fish that I can pour all my secrets to with him judging if I'm the crab or the squid. Haddock is also my counselor (he said he can be one  :P) a part of my treatment when I'm too depressed.

He best thing about haddock is he always positive in everything. Even if I say something bad, he still be positive.

When I'm down, I always remember that God has sent to me a wonderful fish that I know I can't release it back to the sea. Without haddock, there will be no delicious seafood. LOL.

Dear haddock,
           Thank you for being a delicious fish for the dinner. I hope you'll like salmon for your dinner too. You don't have to worry about anything cause we have each other to eat ourselves. Maybe some salt and pepper will make us more tastier. It's been 8 years having you and I never feel full. I hope every bite of you won't leave me a fleshless bone. Thank you.

Yours truly,
Salmon

This is my haddock and he thought he's a superman. I think he forgot his blue underwear.

Hello Saigon

It's been a while since the last time I blog. I'm just too lazy I guess but maybe when I start blogging again, I can be a part of the OLD me. Oh I miss the old me so much. I just don't know how to get it back.

Enough of that.

View of Saigon from the plane. Look at the river. Beautiful.

I've been here and there this year. One of it is VietNam. When people asked, how's VietNam? What's nice there? How's the food there? What? Where? When? How? Why? and the 5WH just can't stop reaching my ears.

Hotel lobby

Our room

VietNam is very popular of their history, especially the VietNam war in 1959 - 1975 *correct me if I'm wrong* and how the won the war.

So mostly people will visit the Củ Chi tunnel. A tunnel that we built just to escape from the Americans and they even lived in there. Eventho they were villagers, I guess they're more creative than an engineer. The tunnel is complete with ventilations. I think they're cool!

The petite tunnel. I stuck in there 

Ok, that is one of the tourist attraction.

Most of the lady go to VietNam just to shop. I can say the price there is better than Bandung especially when you're looking for cotton material. It's like crazy when you go to Bến Thành Market. You just don't know what to choose because you feel like you want all of it and you'll end up buying more than you have budgeted. LoL.

Let's go to Bến Thành Market

Bến Thành Market

Some of it

Just don't know which one to choose

Other than that, the readymade baju kurung is so cheap. You can get RM 55 a pair with full beading. Usually they sell back the baju kurung in Malaysia at a very high price. I once found the baju kurung same like mine cost about RM 300. Krazy!

The pasar malam around Bến Thành Market

In front of Vincom Center

The post office

Hunch back of the Notre Dame of Saigon

Some building in town

Hard Rock Cafe

Bobby Chinn

The best dinner there was on a cruise along Saigon River. Live band and dancing ladies. It's so nice. The food also yummy.

The crew

Last minute shopping at the airport :)

Bye Bye Saigon. Till me meet again.

I'm sicked!

something is not right with me. I swear I'm not. For those who live around me, they noticed and also my twitter follower.

I need help. I really need one.

Should I meet the counselor or should I just see the psychiatric?

I guess I'm under a lot of stress.

I just cant take it anymore.

Food #3

Okay I won't talk much coz it's almost 3 in the morning and I'm working tomorrow. I mean today. hehehe.

This is something I tried lately. GIANT Yankee Chicken Burger at New York Deli, OU.

Super nice, Super OH-SOME!

I ordered this for myself and I didn't expect to finish it. SO I forced my lovely ladies to have a quarter each but they bailed on me.

No loving you honey!

This burger costs me RM46 and I ended up bringing 3/4 of the burger home! oh oh!

Actually you can share this burger with 3 other friends. Don't be too greedy like me or else you you'll bring it home. hehe.

Go enjoy it people! It's YUMMEYH!

Ladurée

Let's Ladurée macarons everyone!

Thanks Lelet!

Food #2

Lobster anyone?!

Food #2 is

Live Lobster Thermidor

Served with corn, baked potato and broccoli

*my 700g lobster*

You can try this at

House of Fine Steak, Victoria Station

Price : RM 169.15

Price is not fixed. Depending on the size.

This is one of my fav dish at VS. The lobster is imported from the US. Even when you first order, they even bring the live lobster to you for you to see the size and agree with the price.

You can even ask for half thermidor and half garlic or whatever they suggest you. But I prefer this one more. The cream sauce is yummy!

Mom's all time favorite

Grilled NZ Whole Sole

served with corn, baked potato and salad

Dragon Kingdom

Half lobster and squid and fish fillet served with corn, baked potato and broccoli

We had our family dinner here last night.

When we first arrived...

Everyone was busy with their phone.

And so I told them I brought my camera

Everyone started to snap snap

Dad

he's so into the chicken pics in the menu. He even asked Lelet to snap his pic looking at the chicken. hehe!

Mommy

Lelet

Ujang

And my food arrived...

Selamat makan semua!

Pssst: I know its a steak house but everyone was having their fav seafood. Dad's te only one having Cajun Lamb & Salmon. hehe.